Eternal Labyrinth

Life an eternal labyrinth, an unknown journey in search of the core. Its a swamp where one needs to summon up all the courage, wisdom & strength, hopping from one stone (stages of life) to another. There is only one rule 'don't stop keep moving forward' trust your intuitions blindly. Allow your spirit to guide you.

Reaching the core is not the end of journey however it’s a door that opens to another labyrinth. A never ending circle, to evolve, to transform, to become a god particle.

Nobody knows what is this 'thing' called life yet we all are in a never ending quest to figure out this humongous dragon which is right in front of our eyes. The depth of life is in-comprehensive, but we can refine our existence by indulging in the experience.

Life is beautiful when you enjoy the struggle, it becomes your dream when you are courageous to face your fate, and it is living in the moment when you are ready to face the unpredictable.

Switch yourself out from this world, close your eyes, listen to this track and see your journey through the labryinth 

P.S- A labyrinth is an ancient symbol that relates to wholeness. It combines the imagery of the circle and the spiral into a meandering but purposeful path. The Labyrinth represents a journey to our own center and back again out into the world. Labyrinths have long been used as meditation and prayer tools.

Balance of two...

If you observe life, two brings balance. Hold! I'm not just talking about weighing scale. Let's think beyond that...

At an intersection when one is waiting for the green signal...on the contradictory someone is waiting for the red signal.

At a bus stop when one reached his destination point, someone has just began his journey from the same point. That is at the end of everything something originates, similarly death and life starts at the single point.  The whole world is wired in a loop with a perfect of balance of two.

Why do we have two ears, why do we have two eyes, why is our mouth split into two? If you go even more in depth…two hands, two legs, two lungs, two kidneys, two sides to both brain and heart. The balance of two is the completion of a cycle.

Observe the world around you everything revolves in the chemistry of two. Negative and positive, electron and proton, carbon dioxide and oxygen, male and female. Even to start a fire you need the friction of two. Balance of two is the mother of creation and destruction.

Look at the trees, superficially their balance seems to be just on the trunk. But if you go in depth, the power house of their balance is the combination of two ends the roots and the leaves... even leaves stay in harmony with the balance of two.

Your existence itself is the magic two.

Dance of the souls!

Well, sometimes we start things which we can't stop and that's exactly what happened when I first met him. Before even I could realize I fell into his magical realm and I couldn't resist myself. Everything around me started glowing and magnified in beauty. My heart sparkled like never before and wave after wave I was slowly drifting away to something unknown. It was time to take that leap of faith and I was ready for the free fall.

Every time we locked our hearts, we felt that stream of magic flowing between us. Our souls tangled up to create a new rhythm where we danced in love swaying back and forth. He became my wildfire and burnt down my walls. He took my hands and showed me the world through his eyes. He was in me and I was in him. We time traveled in our dreams to create wonders. 

Our jigsaw puzzle hearts fit perfectly to complete our love story. We were like two streams originated somewhere unknown followed the destiny of life to become one.  And we started our bumpy ride with all its twists & turns creating eddies of love & war. 

My eyes have lost its brightness, my heart has grown weak, and my memories faded away with time. But my soul fires up in the mystery of love when I cling to his wrinkled up hands. The man, who came into my crazy world and held me tight in his arm.

Kiss of Love!

I'm sure the title either excited you or bored you yet again. I'm in a hunt to understand 'Love'... There used to be a time I believed 'love' is the intensified high you get from your lover. Today, when I turn back I want to laugh at myself... how stupid of me to think like that. I found 'love' in tress, birds, animals, places, nature and finally in the important person that is 'me'. I never knew, I could find love and happiness from within till that moment when I got this strong gush of happiness... that took me off from my feet and I started floating higher. Sounds crazy?! I know anyone who hears me now might think that. 

Do you realize that the world has gone bonkers not knowing what the reality is, I feel the whole world is in a bubble of illusion and they cut themselves of from the reality... In their unrealistic realm they are headless chickens running behind a piece of paper that sets their parameters... that piece of paper that builds their dreams and at the same time ruins your peace... People have forgotten to live life... they just exist... deep within their souls are chained and is screaming...  To satisfy the hunger of the restless soul people made another illusion within an illusion and named it 'love'. When the restless beastly soul screams in hunger they open their lustful eyes and draw a sword on another soul and suck all their energy... and call it 'love'. And in some cases two souls come together not to connect but suck energy from each other. And yet again they called it 'love'. And finally all these souls circles in the vicious spiral of life. Oh you mere humans! Open your eyes and look at the world... Come out from your illusion and see the beauty around.

I connect my soul with god, he guides me, nurtures me, enlightens me, shows me the way of light. I keep my eyes high on him. The nature and this big unexplainable universe everything is his amazing magic. He puts my heart on fire and pain to teach me life... And he shows me the essence of god that lies in me and named it 'love'.

The Voice in my head!

 I just sat silently in a corner of the office. My mind is loud, louder than the chaos around me. Today I didn't hear the rhythmic chanting of the keyboard, intervening siren of the phone, disgruntling rush to meet the deadline, unapologetic screams by the clients and the random whispers of aggression & frustration well-crafted in a thread of gossips. I kept staring at my reflection on the blank screen frantically trying to stop my thoughts.

The voice within started growing from a whisper to loud roar. It's jabbering things beyond my understanding. I couldn't resist the inexorable force, I remained silent...

"Define yourself and stop confining within boundaries, the good earth is rich and we are so provided... open your eyes and wake up to see the truth... you are just a tiny entity in this whole wide universe, you are an energy that has taken shape in human form... you have a purpose to accomplish! You have all the power, all the strength, all the weakness, all the good, all the evil within YOU. The energy in you is a particle of God... you can use it as the tool of creation or destruction, you can empower it or demean it. To understand and complete your purpose in life, you need to enlighten and evolve along with the energy to the next realm. And for that you need to stop expressing life and start experiencing life. Define who you are and re-design life, you are not your money, you are not your looks, you are not your lifestyle, you are who you create. Experiencing life more and more will help you understand who you are. Look around you, can't you see what you were taught is wrong, can't you see the world around you is like dead people talking. You too were dead just like them but now you are on the verge of awakening... when you are awaken more, you start experiencing life more .. you start enjoying life through all your senses... even eating food becomes a process of meditation where you enjoy the sense of smell, taste, texture, color you'll hear the crunch of that first bite.. Each emotions in you will form a rhythm to bring a perfect symphony... travel more ...  explore more... let each experience guide your evolution ...'

'WHAT THE FUCK?! You still haven't send that email.’ a loud scream pointed my way breaking the voice in my head.

I stood up to see those intimidating gaze which didn't scare me any more. 'I'm awake, it’s time to create my story, wake up people... wake up!’ I smiled at everyone and walked out of the door for the last time.

Being An Addict!

We all are addicts! Life is a journey of addiction from one form of addiction to another. We don't realize it… do we? People with similar addiction get along to create an ecosystem or community and they name it as an 'interest'. And some don't want to share their madness and keep that little box to themselves. Ha! You thought addiction was only for dope heads or junkies, you thought it was only for an alcoholic or a chain smoker? You are wrong because you too are an addict. Yes, you read it right ‘You are An Addict’

 Don't u get addicted to love, don't u get addicted to money, don't u get addicted to lust, don't you get addicted to religion, don't you get addicted to work, don't you get addicted to happiness, don't you get addicted to food, don't you get addicted to depression... The list goes on, ask yourself aren't you an addict? Isn't that addiction giving you a high to move forward? We were born free but as we grow in life we ought to get addicted to something or other for survival. Our addiction change as we evolve... our addictions become our face... You see, there's a thin line that connects and shrinks the whole world to one big ball of reality and that mysterious thread is ‘addiction’. That eccentric in you and I make all of us the same. Addition is not a disease, it is a way of life.  So open up... face the reality!

What is your addiction today?

The Void...

Looking at the reflection on the mirror I couldn't resist myself from laughing. People stared at me, not like they never stared before, but today I let them stare at me. Everything remained the same, the tall buildings, the buzzing vehicles, the tourists and the cold look of strangers while they swiftly make their way out of the busy street.

Today, everyone took their share of few seconds to frown at me. Nobody uttered a word but I could hear those whispers in their head, eccentric... stupid... annoying... useless... yes, I heard them all still I continued laughing at my reflection. I wanted to cry but I couldn't so I laughed, the mirror on the store's window reflected a thin girl on high heels, she was beautiful once, but the lustful beasts didn't leave an inch of that beauty, and now with those bloodstained lips she doesn't even need a lipstick. Hope is far from her eyes. Her pale body is tattooed with scars & wounds that screams the stories of betrayal and injustice.  But today she is laughing loud because she stumbled upon the juncture of living and just existing. For years she was lost in the void of time & space. Past is Erased, Present is Written & Future is Forgotten.

Another lustful hand grasped my waist tight and took me away from the mirror of reality...

Melancholy Journey!

"I sat back and stared at the never ending sky. Fast moving clouds took the shape of my thoughts. I saw a dragon breathing fire, a lady dissolving into thin air, the wings of an eagle, eye of the god and a kite flying away. My imagination built everything perfectly, felt like I drew a poem on the sky. Wish I could drift away with those clouds but they never bothered to look back.  I saw the last ray of sun seeping through the darkness reminding the end. And then came the ghost of the day, he slowly crept into the silence revealing the bewitching beauty of night. As I stood there trying to keep my broken pieces together I didn't even realize my shadow too have left me. Darkness hovered my head like an eagle waiting for its catch. I wish God could open his eyes for once to see my misery and take my life. Nothing changed, nothing will ever change. The cold breeze gushing through my pale skin reflected the pain in my soul. I stood there detached from myself, attached to nothing. My soul swayed in the wind like a lost kite."

Revenge…

Wrapping those cold hands around my pale body, I stared at myself on the mirror like a dead meat. I knew the devil has taken its form inside me. Silent whisper gushing in my heart says, 'kill it... kill it! Don't let it grow'. The evil has resurrected putting the old self to death. An overwhelming power within me cast out all the norms and shame. I'm no more scared, my fear has sunk in the aggression. I've scarred myself, rocking back n forth on the time machine. If not now, its never.

I felt the warmth of his breathe around the corners of my neck and the bloody beast lured around me with his lustful eyes. He was weaving his web, waiting for this moment, but the irony of life followed like a shadow. With my eyes closed, I enjoyed that enticing moment for one last time. But the painful distance to death is slow in a glass of poison. 

I drained out my pain with the wrath of death. Staring at his helpless eyes, I flew into the world of never ending silence... 

Let it go ...

Letting go the things which you want to hold on is hard. But once you let it go the sudden rush of overwhelming peace is the beauty of life. Holding back tears is a struggle but once you let it go and cry hard it makes you stronger. Worse things in life comes for free and the best things may just not happen even after series of failed efforts, all you may do is letting it go to thin air. Beware, nothing is going to last for long, say it pain or happiness, you may have to either suffer it or enjoy it and let it go. How much ever hurt or scarred you are nothing can heal it until you let it go. Spread your wings, fly around in this amazing world to get amused because life is simply too short and before you know it, you run out of time.So take a breath and let it go.