The Void...

Looking at the reflection on the mirror I couldn't resist myself from laughing. People stared at me, not like they never stared before, but today I let them stare at me. Everything remained the same, the tall buildings, the buzzing vehicles, the tourists and the cold look of strangers while they swiftly make their way out of the busy street.

Today, everyone took their share of few seconds to frown at me. Nobody uttered a word but I could hear those whispers in their head, eccentric... stupid... annoying... useless... yes, I heard them all still I continued laughing at my reflection. I wanted to cry but I couldn't so I laughed, the mirror on the store's window reflected a thin girl on high heels, she was beautiful once, but the lustful beasts didn't leave an inch of that beauty, and now with those bloodstained lips she doesn't even need a lipstick. Hope is far from her eyes. Her pale body is tattooed with scars & wounds that screams the stories of betrayal and injustice.  But today she is laughing loud because she stumbled upon the juncture of living and just existing. For years she was lost in the void of time & space. Past is Erased, Present is Written & Future is Forgotten.

Another lustful hand grasped my waist tight and took me away from the mirror of reality...

Melancholy Journey!

"I sat back and stared at the never ending sky. Fast moving clouds took the shape of my thoughts. I saw a dragon breathing fire, a lady dissolving into thin air, the wings of an eagle, eye of the god and a kite flying away. My imagination built everything perfectly, felt like I drew a poem on the sky. Wish I could drift away with those clouds but they never bothered to look back.  I saw the last ray of sun seeping through the darkness reminding the end. And then came the ghost of the day, he slowly crept into the silence revealing the bewitching beauty of night. As I stood there trying to keep my broken pieces together I didn't even realize my shadow too have left me. Darkness hovered my head like an eagle waiting for its catch. I wish God could open his eyes for once to see my misery and take my life. Nothing changed, nothing will ever change. The cold breeze gushing through my pale skin reflected the pain in my soul. I stood there detached from myself, attached to nothing. My soul swayed in the wind like a lost kite."

Revenge…

Wrapping those cold hands around my pale body, I stared at myself on the mirror like a dead meat. I knew the devil has taken its form inside me. Silent whisper gushing in my heart says, 'kill it... kill it! Don't let it grow'. The evil has resurrected putting the old self to death. An overwhelming power within me cast out all the norms and shame. I'm no more scared, my fear has sunk in the aggression. I've scarred myself, rocking back n forth on the time machine. If not now, its never.

I felt the warmth of his breathe around the corners of my neck and the bloody beast lured around me with his lustful eyes. He was weaving his web, waiting for this moment, but the irony of life followed like a shadow. With my eyes closed, I enjoyed that enticing moment for one last time. But the painful distance to death is slow in a glass of poison. 

I drained out my pain with the wrath of death. Staring at his helpless eyes, I flew into the world of never ending silence... 

Let it go ...

Letting go the things which you want to hold on is hard. But once you let it go the sudden rush of overwhelming peace is the beauty of life. Holding back tears is a struggle but once you let it go and cry hard it makes you stronger. Worse things in life comes for free and the best things may just not happen even after series of failed efforts, all you may do is letting it go to thin air. Beware, nothing is going to last for long, say it pain or happiness, you may have to either suffer it or enjoy it and let it go. How much ever hurt or scarred you are nothing can heal it until you let it go. Spread your wings, fly around in this amazing world to get amused because life is simply too short and before you know it, you run out of time.So take a breath and let it go.